Saruwatari Michiyo

说不出口的思念

2011-06-12T02:46:00.001-07:00

你的身影你的话语
在我脑海里挥之不去
时时刻刻提醒着我
遵守我们所镌刻的约定
命运的红线把我们紧紧地系在一起
既使我们各身处在天角各一方
但是彼此的心意却从没动摇过

也许我真的很弱很没用吧?
在你离开之后, 我无法专心做任何事
在你我的回忆中续继迷茫
一心一意等待着你回来的那一天
迷失了方向的心今后该何去何从?
我的世界因你而美丽
失去了你的未来对我而言毫无意义
〝我相信你〞这句话不曾改变
我坚信我们一定会再次在这里相遇
因为我会一直爱你直到生命的尽头

一个只属于我们的故事已悄悄地开始
我绝对不会让它和我们之间的全部都化为泡影
我想成为你心灵的支柱
让你在追求梦想的旅途中都不是孤单一人的
我想成为照亮黑暗的光
在你傍徨时为你指引方向接受你的一切
我一定会变强直到有能力守护我们的爱为止
使它如烟火般在夜空中以最美丽的姿态绽放
这一切都是为了世上最挚爱的你
就让风儿把我这份思念传达给远方的你 ……

Fast Forward

2011-04-16T03:18:00.000-07:00

There’s nothing more frightening Than losing something you’ve obtained I skim past day after day While waiting for fight after fight To want anything and everything That is the pledge of those led astray When I tried building a world that I hadn’t seen, It crumbled into pieces The thing that shields myself from those miserable dreams Is my own darkness If it makes your time stand still You’ll know what it means But why would you want to Makes me feel there is still somewhere i belonnged to somewhere you are from I wonder when the scenery that flashes past became unchanged I soundlessly released my power And cut apart that fear away I wonder when that loud throbbing of my heart stopped

And disappeared so easily away

loving you

2011-02-18T06:58:00.000-08:00

Your face keeps appearing in my head,
Always reminds me to keep my promise,
for loving you for a lifetime,
I have faith in you,
Please don't dissapoint me ,my love,
Maybe i'm weak
,I can't do anything right,
Since the day you're gone,
Just hoping and waiting for the day which we will meet again...

My promise

2011-02-18T06:57:00.001-08:00

looking out the window,
stars shining in the sky,
just like diamonds which means forever.
our story won't have a happy ending,
but I still want to be with you.
am I being silly?
my heart tells me that I can't leave you.
we can't be forgiven
just because we are in love.
we aren't allowed to be together,
since the day we are born.
our destiny just like a spell that separates us.
sorry,I love you deeply in my heart
and I just can't give up our hapiness so easily.
I will surely surpass myself and grow stronger,
for our love,for our future.
It's a promise,my dear.

Goodbye,my love

2011-02-18T06:54:00.000-08:00

All the memories fade away,fade away

Just left the promise that will never be fulfill

I try to forget everything of yours

But i can't

I hide all my tears,

I don't want you to see them

I can't deny that i still have feelings for you

I smile with a broken heart,

Cause i don't want to let others worry

I want you to know

It's gone,already gone

I need to be strong

I will move on with a smile

You're a prince who doesn't belong to me,

But you're the one who teach me the meaning of love

Thanks for everything you had done for me,my dear

If we meet again,i won't cry or run away

Goodbye,my love

Will you be mine?

2011-02-18T06:52:00.000-08:00

I want to tell you a story
Something about you and me
Hold your hands and whisper in your ear
It's not a lie that you
took my breath away
I just can't hide my feelings anymore
I want to spend every second of my life with you
Always watching you,listen to every words of yours,
waiting for you and pray that you might notice me one day.
In my heart I 'm sure that you're the one I loved
Will you be mine?

holiday

2010-06-14T03:12:00.000-07:00

last wed,i went sunway with maha and sarmini.( To yew jin,kah mei and pearl:fine,abandon me lah,dun want to talk to you edy).i can't believe that sar is late for 1 hour++.i feel like killing her.i & maha are so hungry but we still wait for her.what a good friend!and we went popular.i brought fullmetal alchemist the movie whereas maha brought a love novel.actually i want to buy stigma of the wind dvd but i can't find it.finally,sar came.maha and i pulled her and ate at fish market.sar and i ate baked fish with garden herds.but maha said she hate the taste of herds and asked us why we can stand it and she ordered fish & chips.we ate there just because of maha ,the ice lemon tea queen(fish market have free ice lemon tea refill).when we were about to go to asia avenue to buy sar's bubble tea,we saw ammelia and her friends.then i saw cheah chyi.the worst thing is sarmini went home after she buy her bubble tea.swt=.=".maha and i went for movie.we choose killer cos reveena say got hot guy and maha really want to watch.luckily we look like we are 18...so we get the ticket.it is really funny.must watch!!!

i miss 3 finnix

2010-03-27T09:46:00.000-07:00

*crying*
i really miss 3 finnix lah!!!
my beloved finnix choir ,jojo bear ,and all finnix class souls lah.
none of 3 finnix class girl same class as my somemore....
zhan bo even create a group with my beautiful name for title on facebook,
why must be me?

love poem

2009-11-06T01:00:00.000-08:00

If you wander off too far, my love will get you home.
If you follow the wrong star, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.
If the bright lights blinds your eyes, my love will get you home.
If your troubles break your stride, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.
If you ever feel ashame, my love will get you home.
If its only you to blame, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you homeIf you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home
Boy, my love will get you home
Boy, my love will be you home

new blog skin

2009-11-06T00:20:00.000-08:00

it been a while since my last post.my blog skin has some problem and fail to show all my post.so that i choose a new blog skin to replace it.but i can't find one that i really like so i just simply choose one.i hope you all don't mind and sorry for the troubles.

2009-11-04T06:44:00.001-08:00

"Are you the new person drawn toward me?"
by Walt Whitman
Are you the new person drawn toward me?
To begin with, take warning, I am surely far different from what you suppose;
Do you suppose you will find in me your ideal?
Do you think it so easy to have me become your lover?
Do you think the friendship of me would be unalloy’d satisfaction?
Do you think I am trusty and faithful?
Do you see no further than this façade, this smooth and tolerant manner of me?
Do you suppose yourself advancing on real ground toward a real heroic man?
Have you no thought, O dreamer, that it may be all maya, illusion?

the bride of the water god

2009-10-14T23:26:00.000-07:00

this is the first korea comic i read. and the story is super nice.i had put the link on the list .go and read it but it is a girl comic. the drawing in the comic is the best i even seen.i dun think i can draw that nice in my life.hey, kah mei ,jo jo bear and other comics lovers,remember to read it since pmr is already finish.i still wonder is there a happy ending for soah and habaek ?

the story line:

Soah is a girl from a small village suffering from a long devastating drought.

In order to appease the Water God,

the most beautiful girl from their village must be sacrificed. Soah is chosen to become Habaek`s bride,

but instead of dying at the hands of a monster,

she was unexpectedly rescued by Habaek and brought to his Water Kingdom.
As Soah learns to live in a strange new world filled with gods,

she is caught up in various intrigues surrounding Habaek and finds it increasingly difficult to know who she can trust.

In the midst of such trouble,

she finds she has fallen in love with Muhee,

unaware that the young man is the true form of the childlike Habaek, who, too, has fallen in love with her.

2009-10-14T23:08:00.000-07:00

winx club season 4 came out already!yeah!last time ,when i was standed 5 or 6 ,i m so crazy of it.this holiday is so boring so i went and search any nice video on you tube and i found it!it reminds me my days during primary school and my childhood friends.lay ling and ee ling,i miss you so much.i still remember even guys also read the winx club comic.i can spend the whole day just drawing winx!in winx club season 4 ,they become more powerful faries called belivix.they also come to earth to save the last fairy on earth from the fairy hunters.go and watch it,ok?must support winx club!

p.s support Lilo and Stitch the most

^^

2009-09-30T03:29:00.000-07:00

time passed so fast,next week is already PMR.
i am so worry cos all this while i did badly in trial.
1st trial only 4A,2nd also 4A and finally the 3rd trial i got 6A.but everybody still better than me.
my geo and sej is super terrible.i dun think i can get A.
MAYBE chinese and maths i can score A.
but others subjects i dun think so.
ai~hu is the one who create PMR?
i really hate him/her!!!!!
oh ya,gud luck,guys^^

it might be long but touching

2009-07-03T00:44:00.000-07:00

it might be long but touching
>> Dear family and friends
>>> We read stuffs like this all the time but we stubbornly
> do not learn from it.
>> Take some time to read.
>> It has brought tears to my eyes!!!
>> > This is long but really worth reading and is a true story ...
> you may have received it..
>but it is worth to be reminded of it
> again.
> >> >> > WHAT GRUDGES CAN DO...
.> > =======================> > >> >
This is for all the single, married, divorced, widowed
> individuals, who take life for granted. Please I BEG YOU,
> read this story until the
> > END, it is such an opener. You never Know.........!
> >
> >> > Just two years after our marriage, hubby brought up
> the idea of asking Mother to move from the rural hometown
> and spend her remaining years with
> > us. Hubby's father passed away while he was still
> very young.
> > Mother endured much hardship and struggled all on
> her own to provide for him, see him through to
> a university degree. You could say that she
> > suffered a great deal and did everything you could
> expect of a woman to bring hubby to where he is today. I
> immediately agreed and started
> > packing the spare room, which has a balcony facing
> the South to let her enjoy the sunshine and
> plant greenery. Hubby stood in the bright room, and
> suddenly just picked me up and started spinning round and
> round. As I begged him to put me down, he said:
> "Lets go fetch mother." Hubby
> > is tall and big sized and I love to rest on his
> chest and enjoy the feeling that he could pick me up
> at any moment and put the tiny me into his pockets
.> > Whenever we have an argument and both refuses to back
> down, he would pick me up and spin me over his head
> continuously until I surrender
> > and beg for mercy. I became addicted to this kind of
> panic-joy feeling.
> > > > Mother brought along her countryside habits and
> lifestyle with her. For example; I am so used to buying
> flowers to decorate the living room,
> > she could not stand it and would comment: "I do
> not know how you young people spend your money, why do you
> buy flowers for? You also can't
> > eat flowers!" I smiled and said: "Mum
,> with flowers in the house, our mood will also
> become better." Mother continues to grumble away,
> and hubb
y> > smiled: "Mum, this is a city-people's habit;
> slowly you will get use to it.
"> > > > Mother stopped saying anything. But every
> time thereafter, whenever I came home with flowers, she
> would ask me how much it costs. I
> > told her and she would shake her head
> and express displeasure. Sometimes, when I come home with
> lots of shopping bags, she would ask
> > each and every item how much they cost, I would tell
> her honestly and she would get even more upset about it.
> Hubby playfully pinched my nose
> > and said: "You little fool, just don't tell
> her the full price of everything would solve it."
> > > > There begins the friction to our otherwise happy
> lifestyle.
> > > > Mother hates it most when hubby wakes up early to
> prepare the breakfast. In your view, how could the man of
> > the house cook for the wife? At the breakfast table,
> mother's facial expression is always like the dark
> clouds before a thunderstorm and I
> > would pretend not to notice. She would use her
> chopsticks and make a lot of noise with it as her silent
> protest.
> > > > As I am a dance teacher in the Children's Palace
> and am exhausted from a long day of dancing around, I do
> not wish to give up the luxury of
> > that additional few minutes in the comfort of my bed
> and hence I turned a deaf ear to all the protest mother
> makes. From time to time, mother
> > would help out with some housework, but soon her help
> created additional work for me. For example: she would
> keep all kinds of plastic bags
> > accumulating them so that she sell them later on, and
> resulted in our house being filled with all the trash
> bags; she would scrimp on dish washing
> > detergent when helping to wash the dishes and so as
> not to hurt her feelings, I would quietly wash them
> again.
> > > > One day, late at night, mother saw me quietly washing
> the dishes, and "Bam" she slams her bedroom door
> and cried very loudly in her room. Hubby was
> > placed in a difficult position, and after that, he
> did not speak to me for that entire night. I pretended to
> be a spoilt child, tried acting cute, but he totally
> > ignored me.... I got mad and asked
> him: "What did I do wrong?" Hubby stared at me
> and said: "Can't you just give in to her once? We
> couldn't
> > possibly die eating from a bowl however unclean it
> is, right?" After that incident, for a long period of
> time, mother did not speak to me and
> > you can feel that there is a very
> awkward feeling hanging in the house.
> > During that period of cold war, hubby was caught
> in dilemma as to who to please.
> > > > In order to stop her son from having to
> prepare breakfast, mother took on the "all
> important" task of preparing breakfast without any
> prompting. At the
> > breakfast table, mother would look at hubby happily
> eating his breakfast and cast that reprimanding stare at
> me for having failed to perform my duty as
> > a wife. To avoid the embarrassing breakfast
> situation, I resorted to buying my own breakfast on my
> way to work. That night, while in bed, hubby was a
> little upset and asked me: "LD, is it because
> you think that mum's cooking is not clean that's
> why you chose not to eat at home?" He then turned his
> back
> > on me and left me alone in tears as feeling of
> unfairness overwhelmed me. After some time, hubby sighed:
> "LD, just for me, can you have
> > breakfast at home?" I am left with
> no choice but to return to the breakfast table.
> > > > The next morning, I was having porridge prepared by
> mother and I felt a sudden churn in my stomach and
> everything inside
> > seem to be rushing up my throat. I tried to suppress
> the urge to throw up but I could not. I threw down the
> bowl, rushed into the washroom, and
> > vomited everything out. Just as I was
> catching my breath, I saw mother crying and grumbling
> very loudly in her dialect, hubby was standing at
> > the washroom doorway staring at me with fire burning
> in his eyes.. I opened my mouth but no words came out of
> it, I really did not mean it
.> >> > We had our very first big fight that day; mother
> took a look at us, then stood up and slowly made her way
> out of the house. Hubby gave me a final
> > stare in the eye and followed mother down the stairs.
> For three days, hubby did not return home, not even a
> phone call. I was so furious, since mother
> > arrived; I had been trying my best and putting up
> with her, what else do you want me to do? For no reason,
> I keep having the feeling to throw up and I
> > simply have no appetite for food, coupled with
> all the events happening at home, I was then at the low point
> in my life.
> > > > Finally, a colleague said: "LD, you look
> terrible; you should go and see a doctor."
> The doctor confirmed that I am pregnant.
> > Now it became clear to me why I threw up that fateful
> morning, a sense of sadness floated through
> that otherwise happy news. Why didn't hubby, and
> > mother who had been through this before, thought of
> the possibility of this being the reason that day? At the
> hospital entrance, I saw my hubby standing
> > there. It had only been three days, but he looked
> haggard. I had wanted to turn and leave, but one look at
> him and my heart soften, I couldn't resist and
> > called out to him. He followed my voice
> and finally found me but he pretended that he doesn't
> know me; he has that disgusted look in his
> > eyes that cut right through my heart. I
> told myself not to look at him anymore, and hail a cab.
> At that moment, I have such a strong urge
> > inside me to shout to my hubby: "Darling, I
> am having your baby!" and have him lift me up and
> spin me around in circles of joy. What I wanted
> > didn't happen and as I sat in the cab,
> my tears started rolling down. Why? Why our love
> couldn't even withstand the test of one fight?
> > > > Back home, I lay on the bed thinking about my
> hubby, and the disgusted look in his eyes. I cried
> and wet the corner of the blanket. That night, sound of
> > the drawers opening woke me up. I switched on the
> lights and I saw hubby with tears rolling down his face.
> He was
> > removing the money. I stared at him in silence; he
> ignored me, took the bank deposit book and some money and
> left the house. Maybe he really
> > intends to leave me for good.. What a
> rational man, so clear-cut in love and money matters. I
> gave a few dried laugh and
> > tears starting streaming down again. The next day, I
> did not go to work. I wanted to clear this out and have a
> good talk with hubby. I reached
> > his office and his secretary gave me a weird look
> and said: "Mr. Tan's mother had a traffic accident
> and is now in the hospital."
> > > > I stood there in shock. I rushed to the hospital and
> by the time I found hubby, mother had already passed
> away. Hubby did not look at me, his face was
> > expressionless. I looked at mother's
> pale white and thin face and I couldn't control the
> tears in my eyes. My god, how could this happen?
> > Throughout the funeral, hubby did not say
> a single word to me, with only the occasional disgusted
> stare at me. I only managed to find out brief
> > facts about the accident from other people.
> > That day, after mother left the house, she walked in
> dazed toward the bus stop, apparently intending to go back
> to her old house back in the countryside. As hubby
> ran after her, she tried to walk faster and as she tried
> to cross the street, a public bus came and hit her...I
> finally understood how
> > much hubby must hate me, if I had not thrown up that
> morning, if we had not quarreled, if....In his heart, I
> am indirectly the killer of his mother..
> > > > Hubby moved into mother's room and came home every
> night with a strong liquor smell on him. And me,
> I am buried under the guilt
> > and self-pity and could hardly breathe. I wanted
> to explain to him, tell him that we are going to have our
> baby soon but each time, I saw the
> > dead look in his eyes, all the words I have
> at the brink of my mouth just fell back in. I had rather
> he hit me real hard or give me a big and
> > thorough scolding though none of these events
> happening had been my fault at all.
> > Many days of suffocating silence went by and as
> the days went by, hubby came home later and later.
> > The deadlock between us continues, we were living
> together like strangers who don't know each other. I
> am like the dead knot in his heart.
> > > > One day, I passed by a western restaurant, looking
> into the glass window, I saw hubby and a girl sitting
> facing each other and he very lightly
> > brushed her hair for her, I understood what it meant.
> After recovering from that moment of shock, I entered the
> restaurant, stood in front of
> > my hubby and stared hard at him, not a tear in my
> eyes. I have nothing to say to him, and there is no need
> to say anything. The girl looked
> > at me, looks at hubby, stands up and wanted to go,
> hubby stretched out his hand and stopped her. He stared
> back at me,challenging me. I can
> > only hear my slow heart beat, beating, one by one as
> if at the brink of death. I eventually backed down, if I
>had stood that any longer,
> I will collapse
> together with the baby inside me. That night, he
> did not come home; he had chosen to use that as a way to
> indicate to me:
> Following mother's death so
> did our love for each other.
> > > > He did not come home anymore after that. Sometimes,
> when I returned home from work, I can tell that the
> cupboard had been touched - he had returned to
> take some of his stuff. I no longer wish to call him; the
> initial desire to explain everything to him vanished. I
> lived alone; I go for my medical checkups alone, my
> heart breaks again and again every time I see a guy
> carefully helping his wife through the physical
> examination. My office colleagues
> > hinted to me to consider aborting the baby, I told
> them No, I will not.. I insisted on having to this baby,
> perhaps it is my way of repaying mother
> > for causing her death. One day, I came home and I
> saw hubby sitting in the living room. The whole house was
> filled with cigarette smoke. On the coffee
> > table, there was this piece of paper. I know what it
> is all about without even looking at it. In the two
> months plus of living alone, I have gradually learned
> > to find peace within myself.
> > I looked at him, removed my hat and said: "You
> wait a while, I will sign." He looked at me, mixed
> feelings in his eyes, just like mine.
> > > > As I hang up my coat, I keep repeating to myself
> "You cannot cry, you cannot cry..." my eyes
> hurt terribly, but I refused to let tears come out from
> there
.> > After I hung up my coat, hubby's
> eyes stared fixed at my bulging tummy. I smiled, walked
> over to the coffee table and pulled the paper towards me.
>
> Without even looking at what it says,
> I signed my name on it and pushed the paper to him.
> "LD, are you pregnant?"
> Since mother's accident, this is the first time he
> spoke to me. I could not control my tears any further and
> they fell like raindrops. I said: "Yes, but its ok,
> you can leave now." He did not go, in the dark,
> we sat, facing each other. Hubby slowly moved over me, his
> tear wet the blanket. In my heart, everything seems so
> far away, so far that
> > even if I sprint, I could never reach them. I cannot
> remember how many times he repeated "sorry" to
> me. I had originally thought that I would forgive him,
> but now I can't. In the western restaurant, in front of
> that girl, that cold look in his eyes, I will never
> forget, ever.
> > We have drawn such deep scars in each other's
> heart. For me, it's unintentional; for him, totally
> intentional. I had been waiting for this moment of
> > reconciliation, but I realized now, what had gone
> past is gone forever and could not be repeated.
> > > > Other than the thought of the baby inside me that
> would bring some warmth to my heart, I am totally cold
> towards him, I no longer eat anything he
> > buys for me, I don't take any presents from him
> and I stopped talking to him..
> > From the moment I signed on that piece of paper,
> marriage and love had vanished from my heart. Sometimes,
> hubby will try to come into the
> > bedroom, but when he walks in, I will walk out to the
> living room.
> > He had no choice but to sleep in mother's room.
> At night, from his room, I can hear light sounds of
> groaning, I kept quiet. This used to be his trick; last
> > time, whenever I ignore him, he would fake
> illness and I will surrender and find out what is wrong
> with him, he would then grab me and laugh. He has
> > forgotten that last time I cared for him
> and am concerned because there was love, but now, what is
> there between us?
> > Hubby's groaning came on and off continuing but I
> continuously ignored him.
> > > > Almost everyday, he would buy something for the baby,
> infant products, children products and books that kids
> like to read.
> > Bags and bags of it stacked inside his room till it
> is full. I know he is trying to use this to reach out to
> me, but I am no longer moved by his actions. He has
> no choice but to lock himself in his room and I can hear
> him typing away on his computer keyboard, maybe he is
> now addicted to web surfing but none
> > of that matters to me anymore. It was sometime
> towards the end of spring in the following year, one
> late night, I screamed because of a sudden stomach
> pain, hubby came rushing into the room, its like he
> did not change and sleep, and had been waiting
> for this moment. He carried me and ran down the
> stairs, stopped a car, holding my hand very tightly and
> kept wiping the sweat off my brow, throughout the journey
> to the hospital. Once we reached the hospital,
> he carried me and hurried into the delivery suite. Lying
> on the back of his skinny but warmth body, a though
t> crossed my mind: In my lifetime, who else would love
> me as much as he did?
> > > > He held the delivery suite door opened and watch me
> go in; his warm eyes caused me to manage a smile at him
> despite my contraction pain. Coming out of the
> delivery room, hubby looked at our son and me, eyes tear
> with joy and he kept smiling. I reached out and touched
> his hand. Hubby looked at me, smiling and then he
> slowly collapsed onto the floor. I cried out for him in
> pain... He smiled, but without opening that tired eyes of
> his... I had
> > thought that I would never shed any tear for him, but
> the truth is, I have never felt a deeper pain cutting
> through my body at that moment.
> > Doctor said that by the time hubby discovered he had
> liver cancer, it was already in terminal stage and it was
> a miracle that he managed
> > to last this long. I asked the doctor when he first
> discovered he had cancer. Doctor said about 5 months ago
> and consoled me saying: "Prepare for his
> > funeral."
> > > > I disregarded the nurse's objection and
> rushed home, I went into his room and checked his
> computer, and a suffocating pain hits me. Hubby's
> cancer was discovered 5 months ago, his groaning
> was real, and I had thought that... the
> computer showed over 200 thousand words he wrote for our
> son:
> > "Son, just for you, I have persisted, to be able
> to take a look at you before I fall, is my biggest wish
> now... I know that in your life, you will have many
> happiness and maybe some setbacks, if only I can accompany
> you throughout that journey, how nice would it be. But
> daddy now no longer has that chance. Daddy has
> written inside here all the possible difficulties and
> problems you may encounter during your lifetime, when you
> meet with these problems, you can refer to daddy's> suggestion....
> >> > Son, after writing these 200 thousand words, I feel
> as if I have accompanied you through life journey. To be
> honest, daddy is very happy. Do love your mother, she
> has suffered, she is the one who loves you most and also
> the one who loves me most..."
> > From play school to primary school,
> to secondary, university, to work and even in dealing
> with questions of love, everything big and small was
> > written there.
> > > > Hubby has also written a letter for me:
> > > > "My dear, to marry you is my biggest
> happiness, forgive me for the pain I have caused you,
> forgive me for not telling you my illness, because I
> > want to see you be in a joyful mood waiting for
> the arrival of our baby...My dear, if you cried, it means
> that you have forgiven me and I
> > would smile, thank you for loving me...These presents,
> I'm afraid I cannot give them to our son personally,
> could you help me to give some
> > of them to him every year, the dates on what to give
> when are all written on the packaging... "
> > > > Going back to the hospital, hubby is still in coma. I
> brought our son over and place him beside him. I said:
> "Open your eyes and smile, I want
> > our son to remember being in the warmth of your
> arms..." He struggled to open his eyes and managed a
> weak smile. Our son still in his arms was happily
> > waving his tiny hands in the air. I press the button
> on the camera and the sound of the shutter rang through
> the air as tears slowly rolled down my
> > face.... A fatal misunderstanding and the person who
> loves me the most in this world is gone
> forever..."Cruel misunderstandings one after
> another disrupted the blissful footsteps to our family.
> Our original intend of having Mother enjoy some quiet
> and peaceful moments in her remaining years
> > with us went terribly wrong as destiny's secret
> is finally revealed at a price, every thing became too
> late.".........
> > > > This is a true story!

>> > LEARNING POINT - DO NOT EVER HOLD ON TO OFFENCES!!!

> >> > I am totally speechless, this story brought tears
> to my eyes as I read through each line eager to know what
> would happen next. It truly showed
> > the devastating power of grudges and anger!
> > Simple humility and communication would have
> resolved most of the problems in that story, as well as
> patience.... This story has really touched
> > my heart and life as a whole and it has stimulated a
> paradigm shift.
> > Though it is very sad, it is also very refreshing to
> know that from today, I can consciously start to live a
> life free of grudge.
> People, please...let's live a life devoid of grudges.
> Communication with your loved ones, is THE key.

I AM THANKFUL:

2009-07-03T00:33:00.000-07:00

I AM THANKFUL:

FOR THE MESS TO CLEAN AFTER A PARTY BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE
BEEN SURROUNDED BY FRIENDS.

FOR THE CLOTHES THAT FIT A LITTLE TOO SNUG BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE ENOUGH TO EAT.

FOR MY SHADOW THAT WATCHES ME WORK BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM OUT IN THE SUNSHINE

FOR A LAWN THAT NEEDS MOWING, WINDOWS THAT NEED CLEANING,AND GUTTERS THAT NEED FIXING BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE A HOME .

FOR THE PARKING SPOTI FIND AT THE FAR END OF THE PARKING LOT BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM CAPABLE OF WALKINGAND I HAVE BEEN BLESSED WITH TRANSPORTATION .

FOR THE PILE OF LAUNDRY AND IRONING BECAUSE IT MEANSI HAVE CLOTHES TO WEAR.

FOR WEARINESS AND ACHING MUSCLES AT THE END OF THE DAY BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE BEENCAPABLE OF WORKING HARD.

FOR THE ALARM THAT GOES OFFIN THE EARLY MORNING HOURS BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM ALIVE.

AND FINALLY, FOR TOO MUCH E-MAIL BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE FRIENDS WHO ARE THINKING OF ME.

SMILE:)

words which is meaningful

2009-07-03T00:29:00.000-07:00

'Our lives improve only when we take chances -- and the first and most difficult risk we can take is to be honest with ourselves.'
- Walter Anderson

'What is a friend?... define the meaning of it' - Faiz Norizan

'The part can never be well unless the whole is well' - Plato

'Every problem has a gift for you in its hands' - Richard Bach

'Hearts are as fragile as glass.. be careful, they break' - Faiz Norizan

'Pain is a state of mind' - LWS :)

'Sometimes being rebellious gets you what you want. sometimes you have to talk things out.. and heck, i sure suck at talking' - Faiz Norizan

night at the musium 2

2009-05-24T07:49:00.000-07:00

attention,guys!
i had make a little change in the blog
.i added some mangas link which i think the mangas is nice.
enjoys yourselve while reading.
i also create a new playlist.
for this time,i put english and japanese songs and i hope you like it!

anyway,today i watch "night at the musium 2"at the ikano power center.
the cinema is full of people.
it is worth because the movie is nice and funny!
i laugh like crazy girl.
i really like the stone thing.
the one which say "dum dum ,i want my gum gum."and "quiet!my dar dar want to talk." in the first movie.
but this this it did not talk a lot.
after that,i also went shopping.i bought a chinese novel ,leads,pin ton comics,pens and some revision books at popular.
i althe best thing is i found the 16gb apple green nano i pod!
i find it for months and finally bought it!
hehe...:)happy happy day.
me and my sister have a great time playing table hockey.
we fight with all our power!
at the end ,we still cannot win each others.
she are too 'geng' leh.
ai~until today still cannot bet her.
dar dar,you wait and see ,one day i m sure i can bet you!
lets talk about foods...
i had my asam laksa as lunch at little pinang which same as my sister.
the asam laksa is too big for some people.
if you don't eat a lot,can share with others.
for dinner,we can't find the sushi king so we ate at fish market.
my sister ate the flaming prawns while my aunt and i ate baked fish with garden herds.
both of them are tasty.yum yum~
ikano power center is a good place for shopping exspercially after exam.

spammer

2009-05-22T03:23:00.000-07:00

i am not perfect,so i can let everyone stop hate me!

i know some people in school will think i act cute.
it is very funny to tell that most(or i should say all) of the people who think i act cute,they are not my friend and they did not talk to me before.
so i would like to ask how much you know about me?
don't simply listen to others and just think that i act cute.
as you can see,i m not pretty and i know that!no need to tell me!
anyway,why should i act cute?
it is tired to act cute or act to be same as all popular people.
i m not that stupid until leting myself be unhappy.
i just being who i am,clear?
the way i talk, the way i walk,the way i do,it is all covel!
this is me!i am not acting,not at all,not now or in the future!
i want to be myself so others can really understand me!
i don't want to be like the girl in the manga 7th period is a secret or demi in camp rock!
and i enjoyed being myself although some of you disagree me.
i m glad and lucky to have friends who support me a lot.
thanks,guys!not only for being my friends but also for accept the real covel!
some of my friend is also worry of me when they know many people hate me because they though i act cute.
the best example:SPAMMER who wrote bad thing about me in the shout box
my good friend,she ee ask me to change before and i try but i realise that the way i being is not me anymore.
so i choose a hard way to be who i am,i know many people will misunderstand me.
but i am lucky,
because i have support from my friend :kah mei ,maha,sarmini,suk lan,marie ,raveena,jo jo bear and a lot more...
try to think!if you are my friend would you like to friend with someone who act cute always?
the answer is no!
for me,it is enough to have a few friends who really understand me like my friends did.
i love you all (p.s love as a friend)
at the end ,i hope all of you can try to talk to me before you judge me and try to understand i just being who i am.
i am not perfect,so i can let everyone stop hate me!

sport day

2009-04-22T07:34:00.000-07:00

the school sport day was a terrible day for me.the wushu club is asked to perform that day.well,actually the performent should be at 9 a.m but i don't know why we need to wait under the super hot sun and under the tree which full of XXXL size red ant until 11 a.m.first ,the school teacher keep on asking us to perform but our wushu teacher haven come which means there were not enough weapon for all of us.second,when our teacher finally arrived,we need to wait for more than 1 hour to do performent.third,because of the charge time of performent,many of us cannot go for all the sport competition because we were late.lastly,my friend didn't watch the performent,because they wait for a long time but still haven start performent so they went washroom.ai~i am really tired.the worst thing is after the performent,I still have another wushu class.I almost die on that day.

our love story

2009-04-16T06:29:00.000-07:00

OUR LOVE STORY 我们俩的爱情故事

在你我相遇的那一天,你的笑容吸引着我,从此跟随着你,想更了解你的一切。
看着你在身旁,忽然有种幸福的感觉,希望能一直这样下去。
在那年的夏天,你望着我,对我许下了爱的誓言。
我笑了,点了点头,你也笑了。
我们的命运从此有了牵连。
那一夜,我靠着你的背,对流星许愿这爱情能长久。
流星会听见吗?
我不知道,但那是我对你的期望...

My Only Love Forever

2009-04-16T06:12:00.000-07:00

My Only Love Forever

My love for you knows no limits,
If I must fixed a time,
before I love you.
I will choose 1 millon years.
My love for you doesn't end.
If I must choose an end for our love,
I will choose to say 1000 times 'I love you',
before the last breath of mine.
You know that I will love you FOREVER deep in my heart's core.
We are meant to be together forever...

colored glas

2009-03-08T03:16:00.000-07:00

那条线,
很长,
可以把我们紧紧相连。
但是,
那条线也很短,
稍微一的距离,
用力,
它一定会断的吧。

take from 琉璃森林

纯情爱恋进行式

2009-03-08T01:56:00.000-08:00

你的笑容,
你的动作,
都让我如此心头小鹿乱撞。
但是在你面前,
我却连温柔地笑着也没有办法。
你光是待在我身边,
就会让我心跳加速。
此刻让我感到最为幸福。
我......
我最喜欢你了!

纯情爱恋进行式by箕野希望mono nozomi

Unforgivable Love

2009-03-07T23:52:00.002-08:00

Unforgivable Love

Looking out the window,
Stars shining in the sky,
Just like diamonds on my hand,
Which means forever...

Our love story won't have a happy ending,
But I still want to be with you.
Am I being too silly?
My heart tells me that I can't leave you.

I know we can't be forgiven'
Just because we are in love with each other.
Vampire and human aren't allowed to be together,
Its just like a spell,that separates us.
Sorry,I love you.

talent search

2009-03-07T23:52:00.001-08:00

tueday,i will join the talent search.for me,tis is de 1st time i join singing competition.i'm a bit wori tat i will sing wrongly.anyway, after a long discution,we choose de song 'this is me' from camp rock.i will sing de demi part.i get de cd on friday ,i though i can put song in my mp3 but i tried for 4 hours but failed.in the end, i used another 2 hours to download de song!!!finally i can pratice already.this will be a busy week for me to prepare oral test and talent search.nvm, i still have your support.all of you must support me!if not i will cry de...as a girl, u should help girl.if u r a boy,always remember never ever make girl cry.

oh no!

2009-03-05T05:53:00.000-08:00

last saturday,i went for my wushu class.it is lucky that i didn't say it!as you know,i'm always have my own way to talk.i will say thank you depend on people.if you're a girl,i will say:'thank you~i love you.......as my friend!.if you're a boy ,i will just say thank you that all.but last saturday,i almost break my record!i almost say:thank you~i love you......as my friend to one of my friend(yu jing).the worst thing is i will wait for 5 second before i say "as my friend".some boys will think that i really in love with them!at the end ,of cos i stop at the last minute.and the just though that i disappointed that he can't take my stitck back and help me to thinner it!atcually,i din mind cos i need to use it at school at morning but he only can give me back at afternoon.i hope he won't find out the turth.

The Last Song

2009-02-24T03:23:00.000-08:00

You held my hand and whispered in my ear,
a promise that you'd always be here.

but now, in my time of fear,
where are you, my dear?

i realize that i can't live without your love,
i want to be with you now and always.

it's all because i love you,
will my voice reach you?

i want to know your fellings,
ever if it is pain.

it's ok if you are afraid,
because i know you try to be strong for our future.

i will pray for you until the day we meet again in this beautiful land.
so please be home safe,my dear.

talent search

2009-02-22T03:03:00.000-08:00

i join the school talent search with sarmini.this is a competition that let u show your talent.
u can sing ,dance or perform other talent.i choose the singing group.i dunno what song should i sing.on the first day, i already choose "love story" then after a few days i heard a lot of peaple also sing that song.ai~i don't know lah!i am so unlucky!i really love the song and i hope i can sing it in my 1st sinnging competition.SO I NEED YOUR HELP!TELL ME WHAT TO DO!
we choose a group name called "applemint". i think this name is ok only but sarmini like it mah!
REMEMBER TO PRAY FOR ME!IF NOT I WILL CRY ONE...

♥♥♥13 signs of falling in love♥♥♥

2009-02-22T03:00:00.000-08:00

1. When you're on the phone with them late at night and they hang up...but you miss them already when it was just two minutes ago
2. You read their texts over and over again...
3. You walk really slowly when you're with them...
4. You feel shy whenever you're with them...
5. When you think about them, your heart beats faster and faster...
6. You smile when you hear their voice...
7.. When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you... all you see is him/her...
8. You start listening to slow songs, while thinking of them...
9. They become ALL you think about...
10.You get high just from their scent...
11.You realize that you're always smiling to yourself when you think about them....
12.You would do anything for them...
13.While reading this, there was one person on your mind the whole time.....

情人节‏

2009-02-22T02:55:00.000-08:00

1月14日日记情人节 Diary Day
新的一年，在日记中把对喜欢的人的表白和计划写出，在心中撒下爱的种子。

2月14日传统情人节 Valentine's Day
据西方传统，喜欢他就送他巧克力，行动要快噢。因为他不止只会收到你的巧克力。

3月14日白色情人节 White Day
他喜欢你吗？还是他只喜欢吃巧克力？送出巧克力一个月后，女生就能收到同样喜欢自己的男生送的白色糖果。吃颗糖果感觉真甜蜜。

4月14日糖果情人节 Candy Day
爱情开始萌芽，患得患失的心情就像吃着柠檬口味的糖果般又酸又甜。

5月14日玫瑰情人节 Rose Day
在一起一段时间了，他是真的爱你吗？他是你寻找的另一半吗？表白一下吧！不好意思？没关系！只在今天买玫瑰给对方就ok啦！
白色：一般朋友黄色：知己红色：爱人
你一定会送红色的。

6月14日亲亲情人节 Kiss Day
你也收到他的红玫瑰了？我闪人！因为你们马上要kiss了！今天看到别人在kiss?不用回避，因为今天是Kiss Day。

7月14日银色情人节 Silver Day
传统习俗是用银戒订婚。今天你们去买一对戴在手上，作为甜蜜心情的见证。

8月14日绿色情人节 Green Day
相爱的人们成双成对地去郊游，爬山游水感受自然，就像他们要携手走过爱情一样。

9月14日相片情人节 Music and Photo Day
练久的情歌今天终于登场了，虽然五音不全，但用心听会有会心的笑容。用相机拍下这灿烂又充满甜蜜的笑容吧！

10月14日葡萄酒情人节 Wine Day
烛光下晃动着深红色的葡萄酒，爱情也一样要用心慢慢地品味。

11月14日电影情人节 Orange and Movie Day
今晚有空吗？一起去看场电影吧！手牵手一起去电影院，记得买橙汁噢！

12月14日拥抱情人节 Hug Day
一年了，你们仍然相爱，你看天空闪烁着星星，而你们相拥在一起，希望永远停留在这一刻。。。。。。

words

2009-02-22T02:45:00.000-08:00

I had read a manga and found a sentence that is quite romantic but i know normally boys won't tell a girl this in a real world.

the boy tell the girl that...
although you like the other guy in your heart,but in this world,i am still the one who love you the most.

"即使在你心中喜欢着别人,但在这世上最爱你的依然是我。"

do you fell touch with those words?

女孩应该原谅男孩的10个地方

2009-02-22T02:42:00.000-08:00

1 如果你喜欢他就告诉他，即使他拒绝了，也不会丢面子，因为在他心里，会因为你的真情而非常非常感激你。

2 如果他喜欢你，要明确告诉他你对他的感情，喜欢就是喜欢，不喜欢就是不喜欢，千万不要怕伤害他而忧郁不决，不要让他等到最后才受到抛弃，因为男孩子的心一旦碎了就很难很难再好起来。

3 男孩子也有自己的脾气，只是因为爱你而压抑着，不要总是任性，有时他们的决定也很有道理.

4 男孩子莫名的向你发脾气，那时因为爱你，把你当成最亲，最贴心，最有安全感的人，千万不要冲他发脾气反击，静静的等着，等他消气后满怀后悔来抱你。

5 他为你准备的东西，即使再难看，再廉价，也要去珍惜，因为那里面融汇着他整晚的思绪。

6 相信他给你多么多么美好的生活，要给他鼓励，因为鼓励会让他创造奇迹。

7 不要总是打探他去哪，告诉他注意安全，你会等着他就可以。

8 不要总说~我爱你~，他会半真半笑着说你烦，但不要不说，因为有时候，他们比女孩子更需要这句。

9 他为你掉眼泪了，那么他是真的非常爱你，珍惜他的每一滴泪，不要道歉，不要安慰，握着他的手，默默的为他擦去泪滴。

10 要信任他，他爱你，就什么都不会骗你，即使真的有欺骗，也是为让你们的爱情能够永远不离不弃。

this is 1 of de e-mail that i receive from friend.if you are a guy,i would like to ask,is it real?

Novel

2009-02-18T02:54:00.000-08:00

something i want to write novels,but after i think of the story,i lazy to write it out.for example moonlight angel 月光.天使.i wrote half way then lazy to write edi.i know this is not a good thing but i really tired lah!some more i only will write chinese novel because i m not that good in english and malay.p.s everyone know that!
but i will write the sinopsis for my novel lah!too bad~it's in chinese too!

Name

2009-02-18T02:46:00.000-08:00

my real name is covel.c.o.v.e.l!remember that! co is ko sound and vel (el sound plus de v sound.p.s a bit sound like 'well').please don't say wrong again.many people call me clover(still ok),cover(i really hate them!) ever chloe(? *swt)*Is my name really hate to remember?atleast all my friend call me correctly.if u finish reading this post,but still don't know how to call my name, i 'll kill you!kidding lah~ XD

Happy Valentine Day

2009-02-13T23:13:00.000-08:00

today is valentine day.happy valentine day,everyone!today should be perfect,but still need to go to school.when koko,super boring somemore!shee ee and me just sit there and talk.the teacher force everyone in kior to sing "i'm yours".atleast better in class lah!joh xhin made card and sold in class,it is very cheap!3 for rm1.for me and kah mei,we get free music lesson form pearl,raveena and yew jin.some time,i fell pity him for being our maths teacher and now need to become our music teacher.maha and sarmini try hard to solve maths tuition work.sarmini goes and calls fly fm and ask for the song"love story"yesterday.but none of us heard that...too bad...next time,she should call us 1st!in this sweet valantine day,none of my friend recaive any present.i think it is because a lot of ppl said thatthe school having spot check.

月光天使

2009-02-13T23:08:00.000-08:00

I am not afraid of dark anymore,because you are with me.

Life

2009-02-11T00:57:00.000-08:00

my school have a activities that is homestay!the student can choose the courty they want to live there for 2 weeks.for example: japan,USA.my parents allows me but i m not sure that i want to go or stay here.this week got the useless latih tubi,i really tired!got to go sleep~i had mark zhi kang sejarah paper & guess how much he get?98%.i just get 83% only.why the world is so cruel to me!!!i read all form 2 (cos de taecher say so) but just come out ch.1!i hate the school lah!*crying*

Poem

2009-02-11T00:41:00.000-08:00

i had wrote a poem called don't say sorry.my friend read and give some comment.kah mei gave me 4/5 stars,maha ,the kind girl gave 10000stars and joh xhin gave 6 /10.next time ,i will let you all give me full star !I mean it!

DON'T SAY SORRY

I can't find you.LOnely inthe dark,I think of you.
Don't say you're sorry,
Don't let my love waste.
Don't say you're sorry,
Don't let me lose the reason to hate you.

Think of your kindness,
That cannot be replace.
I want to belive in you,
and start not balieve in myself.
Don't say you're sorry
After you break my heart.
Don't say you're sorry.
Don't let me have a reason to forgive you.

I don't want your applogzine,
The thing I want the most is you to prove your love to me.

That is my poem .what do you think?kind of boring or super touch?tell me and rate! :)

song

2009-02-05T02:05:00.000-08:00

kah mei and i had change the lyric of the song'fall for you'.this is a bit perasan,please don't read after eating...i will show the funnist part~

because tonight will be the night that you will fall for me
over again
i won't let you change your mind
or you won't live to see another day
i swear it's true!
because a girl like me is imposible to find.

we are not that type of perasan girl ,we try to make fun but still ming keat said we are very perasan.are we?
p.s try to heard the song and sing together ...

my sis' novel 2

2009-02-05T02:04:00.000-08:00

this is the second part o~
"是啦,妈妈...我己经很快了!" "别忘了带你的便当哟!路上小心." "会的啦!再见,妈妈我爱你!" 我看一看手表...哔!还有五分钟!要迟到了啦!"我拼命地跑...当我跑到校们时... "怦!" "好...好痛!" "你走路不长眼睛啊!?!" 哔!帅哥呀!他的头发好耀眼啊!好像沾到星光的海洋,光芒四射.他的眼神很镇定!双眼皮的褐色的眼睛呢!真罕见!可惜嘴硬,撞到我没说对不起,反而还要我道歉!他休想!我也很任性...

my sis' novel

2009-02-05T02:00:00.000-08:00

my sis had wrote a novel in blog before and this is the starting of the novel ,but she deleted .enjoy reading...joh xhin this is what my sis wrote but i know u can't understand what is means lah!
"小诗,你的钢琴课要开始了,你再不快点可会迟到哟!" -----------------------------------琴声寻缘.坠入爱河------------------------------------------- 我是珍宫诗穗, 16岁.就读日本最受欢迎的音旋国中...我是个弃婴,从小就被父母抛弃...他们留在我身旁的只是一张钢琴乐谱与一条音乐项链.钢琴乐缙与音乐项链的主目曲都是.这张..."

世上最美味的泡麵

2008-12-13T10:05:00.001-08:00

他是個單親爸爸，獨自撫養一個七歲的小男孩。每當孩子和朋友玩耍受傷回來，他對過世妻子留下的缺憾，便感受尤深，心底不免傳來陣陣悲涼的低鳴。這是他留下孩子出差當天發生的事。因為要趕火車，沒時間陪孩子吃早餐，他便匆匆離開了家門。一路上擔心著孩子有沒有吃飯，會不會哭，心老是放不下。即使抵達了出差地點，也不時打電話回家。可孩子總是很懂事地要他不要擔心。然而因為心裡牽掛不安，便草草處理完事情，踏上歸途。回到家時孩子已經熟睡了，他這才鬆了一口氣。旅途上的疲憊，讓他全身無力。正準備就寢時，突然大吃一驚：棉被下面，竟然有一碗打翻了的泡麵！「這孩子！」他在盛怒之下，朝熟睡中的兒子的屁股，一陣狠打。「為什麼這麼不乖，惹爸爸生氣？你這樣調皮，把棉被弄髒要給誰洗？」這是妻子過世之後，他第一次體罰孩子。「我沒有……」孩子抽抽咽咽地辯解著：「我沒有調皮，這……這是給爸爸吃的晚餐。」原來孩子為了配合爸爸回家的時間，特地泡了兩碗泡麵，一碗自己吃，另一碗給爸爸。可是因為怕爸爸那碗麵涼掉，所以放進了棉被底下保溫。爸爸聽了，不發一語地緊緊抱住孩子。看著碗裡剩下那一半已經泡漲的泡麵，啊，孩子，這是世上最最美味的泡麵啊！
世上最美味的泡麵：
孩子即使再年幼，
也有他們的尊嚴，
如果父母發現錯怪了孩子，
要勇敢向他們說：「對不起！」

第一百個客人

2008-12-13T10:04:00.000-08:00

中午尖峰時間過去了，原本擁擠的小吃店，客人都已散去，老闆正要喘口氣翻閱報紙的時候，有人走了進來。那是一位老奶奶和一個小男孩。「牛肉湯飯一碗要多少錢呢？」奶奶坐下來拿出錢袋數了數錢，叫了一碗湯飯，熱氣騰騰的湯飯。奶奶將碗推向孫子面前，小男孩吞了吞口水望著奶奶說：「奶奶，您真的吃過中飯了嗎？」「當然了。」奶奶含著一塊蘿蔔泡菜慢慢咀嚼。一晃眼功夫，小男孩就把一碗飯吃個精光。老闆看到這幅景象，走到兩個人面前說：「老太太，恭喜您，您今天運氣真好，是我們的第一百個客人，所以免費。」之後過了一個多月的某一天，小男孩蹲在小吃店對面像在數著什麼東西，使得無意間望向窗外的老闆嚇了一大跳原來小男孩每看到一個客人走進店裡，就把小石子放進他畫的圈圈裡，但是中餐時間都快過去了，小石子卻連五十個都不到。心急如焚的老闆打電話給所有的老顧客：「很忙嗎？沒什麼事，我要你來吃碗湯飯，今天我請客。」像這樣打電話給很多人之後，客人開始一個接一個到來。「八十一，八十二，八十三……」小男孩數得越來越快了。終於當第九十九個小石子被放進圈圈的那一刻，小男孩匆忙拉著奶奶的手進了小吃店。
「奶奶，這一次換我請客了。」小男孩有些得意地說。真正成為第一百個客人的奶奶，讓孫子招待了一碗熱騰騰的牛肉湯飯。而小男孩就像之前奶奶一樣，含了塊蘿蔔泡菜在口中咀嚼著。「也送一碗給那男孩吧。」老闆娘不忍心地說。「那小男孩現在正在學習不吃東西也會飽的道理哩！」老闆回答。呼嚕……吃得津津有味的奶奶問小孫子：「要不要留一些給你？」沒想到小男孩卻拍拍他的小肚子，對奶奶說：「不用了，我很飽，奶奶您看……。」
第一百個客人：
一念善心助長一棵幼苗，
棵棵幼苗可以成林，人人有愛、社會有情。

種花的郵差

2008-12-13T10:03:00.002-08:00

有個小村莊裡有位中年郵差，他從剛滿二十歲起便開始每天往返五十公里的路程，日復一日將憂歡悲喜的故事，送到居民的家中。就這樣二十年一晃而過，人事物幾番變遷，唯獨從郵局到村莊的這條道路，從過去到現在，始終沒有一枝半葉，觸目所及，唯有飛揚的塵土罷了。「這樣荒涼的路還要走多久?」他一想到必須在這無花無樹充滿塵土的路上，踩著腳踏車度過他的人生時，心中總是有些遺憾。有一天當他送完信，心事重重準備回去時，剛好經過了一家花店。「對了，就是這個！」他走進花店，買了一把野花的種籽，並且從第二天開始，帶著這些種籽撒在往來的路上。就這樣，經過一天，兩天，一個月，兩個月……，他始終持續散播著野花種籽。沒多久，那條已經來回走了二十年的荒涼道路，竟開起了許多紅、黃各色的小花；夏天開夏天的花，秋天開秋天的花，四季盛開，永不停歇。種籽和花香對村莊裡的人來說，比郵差一輩子送達的任何一封郵件，更令他們開心。在不是充滿塵土而是充滿花瓣的道路上吹著口哨，踩著腳踏車的郵差，不再是孤獨的郵差，也不再是愁苦的郵差了。
種花的郵差：
人生如白駒過隙，時光飛逝，
何妨留下善行，提供後人乘涼。

便當裡的頭髮

2008-12-13T10:03:00.001-08:00

在那個貧困的年代裡，很多同學往往連帶個像樣的便當到學校上課的能力都沒有，我鄰座的同學就是如此。他的飯菜永遠是黑黑的豆豉，我的便當卻經常裝著火腿和荷包蛋，兩者有著天壤之別。而且這個同學，每次都會先從便當裡撿出頭髮之後，再若無其事地吃他的便當。這個令人渾身不舒服的發現一直持續著。「可見他媽媽有多邋遢，竟然每天飯裡都有頭髮。」同學們私底下議論著。為了顧及同學自尊，又不能表現出來，總覺得好骯髒，因此對這同學的印象，也開始大打折扣。有一天學校放學之後，那同學叫住了我：「如果沒什麼事就去我家玩吧。」雖然心中不太願意，不過自從同班以來，他第一次開口邀請我到家裡玩，所以我不好意思拒絕他。隨朋友來到了位於漢城最陡峭地形的某個貧民村。「媽，我帶朋友來了。」聽到同學興奮的聲音之後，房門打開了。他年邁的母親出現在門口。「我兒子的朋友來啦，讓我看看。」但是走出房門的同學母親，只是用手摸著房門外的樑柱。原來她是雙眼失明的盲人。我感覺到一陣鼻酸，一句話都說不出來。同學的便當菜雖然每天如常都是豆豉，卻是眼睛看不到的母親，小心翼翼幫他裝的便當，那不只是一頓午餐，更是母親滿滿的愛心，甚至連摻雜在裡面的頭髮，也一樣是母親的愛。
便當裡的頭髮：
先入為主的觀念往往影響人一生的格局，
多觀察、多探討會有更多意外的發現。

沒有上鎖的門

2008-12-13T10:02:00.001-08:00

鄉下小村莊的偏僻小屋裡住著一對母女，母親深怕遭竊總是一到晚上便在門把上連鎖三道鎖；女兒則厭惡了像風景畫般枯燥而一成不變的鄉村生活，她嚮往都市，想去看看自己透過收音機所想像的那個華麗世界。某天清晨，女兒為了追求那虛幻的夢離開了母親身邊。她趁母親睡覺時偷偷離家出走了。「媽，妳就當作沒我這個女兒吧。」可惜這世界不如她想像的美麗動人，她在不知不覺中，走向墮落之途，深陷無法自拔的泥淖中，這時她才領悟到自己的過錯。「媽！」經過十年後，已經長大成人的女兒拖著受傷的心與狼狽的身軀，回到了故鄉。她回到家時已是深夜，微弱的燈光透過門縫滲透出來。她輕輕敲了敲門，卻突然有種不祥的預感。女兒扭開門把時嚇了一跳。「好奇怪，母親之前從來不曾忘記把門鎖上的。」母親瘦弱的身軀蜷曲在冰冷的地板，以令人心疼的模樣睡著了。「媽……媽……」聽到女兒的哭泣聲，母親睜開了眼睛，一語不發地摟住女兒疲憊的肩膀。在母親懷裡哭了很久之後，女兒突然好奇問道：「媽，今天妳怎麼沒有鎖門，有人闖進來怎麼辦？」母親回答說：「不只是今天而已，我怕妳晚上突然回來進不了家門，所以十年來門從沒鎖過。」母親十年如一日，等待著女兒回來，女兒房間裡的擺設一如當年。這天晚上，母女回復到十年前的樣子，緊緊鎖上房門睡著了。
沒有上鎖的門：
家人的愛是希望的搖籃，
感謝家的溫暖給予不斷成長的動力。

一朵玫瑰花

2008-12-13T10:00:00.000-08:00

有位紳士在花店門口停了車，他打算向花店訂一束花，請他們送去給遠在故鄉的母親。紳士正要走進店門時，發現有個小女孩坐在路上哭，紳士走到小女孩面前問她說：「孩子，為什麼坐在這裡哭？」「我想買一朵玫瑰花送給媽媽，可是我的錢不夠。」孩子說。紳士聽了感到心疼。「這樣啊……」於是紳士牽著小女孩的手走進花店，先訂了要送給母親的花束，然後給小女孩買了一朵玫瑰花。走出花店時紳士向小女孩提議，要開車送她回家「真的要送我回家嗎？」「當然啊！」「那你送我去媽媽那裡好了。可是叔叔，我媽媽住的地方，離這裡很遠。」「早知道就不載妳了。」紳士開玩笑地說。紳士照小女孩說的一直開了過去，沒想到走出市區大馬路之後，隨著蜿蜒山路前行，竟然來到了墓園。小女孩把花放在一座新墳旁邊，她為了給一個月前剛過世的母親，獻上一朵玫瑰花，而走了一大段遠路。紳士將小女孩送回家中，然後再度折返花店。他取消了要寄給母親的花束，而改買了一大束鮮花，直奔離這裡有五小時車程的母親家中，他要親自將花獻給媽媽。
一朵玫瑰花：
為逝者舉行盛大喪禮，
不如在他在世時善盡孝心。

2008-11-28T08:05:00.000-08:00

Futatsu no Kodou to Akai Tsumi
Artist: ON/OFF
Akaku akaku akaku yurete
Yume no yume no hate e
Hanarerarenai
Mou nandomo akiramete wa oshikorosu tabi
Ikiba no nai kanjou ga me o samashiteku
Kegare no nai sono hohoemi zankoku na hodo
Tooi sonzai da to wakaru yo
Ienai kizu Kokoro mushibamu dake na no ni
Yami no (Naka ni) Ima mo (Yadoru) Omoi o osaekirenai
Akaku akaku akaku yurete
Yume no yume no hate e
Deatte shimatta unmei ga mawaridasu
Dare mo dare mo shiranai himitsu
Ochite ochite ochite
Mou modorenai Tsumi o kizande mo Kitto
Kodoku no fuchi aruki nagara sukuwareteita
Donna toki mo kawaranai REAL na hitomi
Demo hikari ga mabushii hodo umareru kage wa
Fukaku irokoku shinobu yoru yo
Futatsu no kodou Marude awase kagami no you ni
Niteru (Keredo) Chigau (Itami) Mugen ni tsuzuiteiku
Akaku akaku akaku moete
Subete subete keshite
Kanau koto no nai maboroshi ga ugokidasu
Tsuyoku tsuyoku hakanai yoru o
Koete koete koete
Nogarerarenai Tsumi ni oborete mo Kitto
Akaku akaku akaku yurete
Yume no yume no hate e
Deatte shimatta unmei ga mawaridasu
Dare mo dare mo shiranai himitsu
Ochite ochite ochite
Mou modorenai Tsumi o kizande mo Kitto

shonen omnyoji clossing song

2008-11-28T07:06:00.000-08:00

Promise
Vocals: Kiuji Saori
Lyrics: Hirota Yuka
Composition: Hirota Yuka
Arrangement: Matsuura Akihisa

Within the deep darkness, I heard your voice
“I believe you”; just that one phrase echoed in my heart
You would always be by my side
You would always give me courage
In order to keep protecting our future
I promise you, my precious
That I won’t give up
I’ll surpass myself further and further
Surely, surely, surely
As in time, all people will lose sight of their dreams
The eras of mistakes and ways to hurt another are made to repeat
Why do they fight against believing in each other?
Why do they put out the light known as destiny?
I want to protect our future with my hands to the end
Because you taught me
The meaning of challenging with all my might
In order to keep protecting our future
I’ll promise to you, my precious
That I won’t give up
I’ll surpass myself further and further
Surely, surely, surely
You’ll surpass yourself further and further
Surely, surely, surely

Yakusoku
Vocals: Kiuji Saori
Fukai yami no naka de kimi no koe ga kikoeta
“Shinjiteru” tada hitokoto boku no kokoro ni hibiite kita
Itsumo kimi ga soba ni ite kureta ne
Itsumo boku ni yuuki kurete ita
Boku-tachi no mirai o mamoritsuzukeru tame ni
Taisetsu na kimi ni yakusokusuru yo
Boku wa akiramenai
Motto motto boku wa boku o koete
Kitto kitto kitto
Toki to shite hito wa dare mo yume o miushinatte shimau
Ayamachi ya kizutsukikata mo jidai wa kurikaesarete iku
Doushite shinjiau koto ni aragau no?
Doushite unmei to iu hikari kesu no?
Boku-tachi no mirai wa kono te de mamorinukitai
Zenryoku de idomu koto no imi o
Kimi ga oshiete kureta kara
Boku-tachi no mirai o mamoritsuzukeru tame ni
Taisetsu na kimi ni yakusokusuru yo
Boku wa akiramenai
Motto motto boku wa boku o koete
Kitto kitto kitto
Motto motto kimi wa kimi o koete
Kitto kitto kitto

約束歌：木氏沙織
作詞：廣田由佳
作曲：廣田由佳
編曲：松浦晃久

深い暗闇（やみ）の中で　君の声が聞こえた
『信じてる』　ただ一言　僕の心に響いてきた
いつも　君がそばに居てくれたね
いつも　僕に勇気くれていた
僕たちの未来を　守り続けるために
大切な　君に約束するよ
僕はあきらめない
もっともっと僕は僕を超えて
きっときっときっと
時として人は誰も　夢を見失ってしまう
過ちや　傷つき方も　時代は繰り返されていく
どうして　信じあう事に抗うの？
どうして　運命というヒカリ　消すの？
僕たちの未来はこの手で守り抜きたい
全力で挑むことの意味を
君が教えてくれたから僕たちの未来を　守り続けるために
大切な　君に約束するよ
僕はあきらめない
もっともっと僕は僕を超えて
きっときっときっと
もっともっと君は君を超えて
きっときっときっと

shounen onmyoji

2008-11-04T06:35:00.000-08:00

The series, set in the Heian era, Abe no Masahiro is the grandson of the great onmyōji, Abe no Seimei. Seimei, who passed his teachings on to his grandson, Masahiro who has lost his sixth sense and the ability to see spirits. Masahiro constantly feels resentful for being in his grandfather's shadow.
Even so, one day, Masahiro meets a fox-like creature which he names (もっくん, Mokkun?) who shows him his true potential powers after fighting a demon. Mokkun is actually (騰蛇, Tōda?), who prefers to be called Guren is one of the twelve shikigami called the (神将, Shinshō?), who has pledge his loyalty to Seimei and help Masahiro to surpass his grandfather.
Masahiro's dreams to surpass his grandfather may not come easy as not only he has to convinced the other Shinshō that he is Seimei's true successor. He must also become more powerful to stop demons that are coming from China and the other parts Japan. As well as the Underworld along with evil rival onmyōji's from destroying Japan and keeps his promise to protect Princess Akiko of the Fujiwara clan

la corda d'oro

2008-11-04T06:32:00.000-08:00

2008-11-04T06:07:00.000-08:00

after veiwing my blog,my friend ask me that why i put so many lyrics.when i think about it,the reason is very easy.all is just because i love those song.music is a very amazing thing in the world.it can show your feeling!if one day,there is no music in this world,how can i live?i can't share my feeling with music.it will be a very lonely world.

CRESCENDO - ED

2008-10-30T06:43:00.000-07:00

Artist: Stella Quintet
Thanks Lucathia for the translation~! ^^
I'm not sure where I found the lyrics, but I'll edit this once I find it. :P
Icery's note: I edited the translation.

Romaji Lyrics:
ichibyou goto ni
kimi ga itoshii zutto...
mune no kodou ga hibiite iru

futari de aruku
kaerimichi futo damarikomu
bukiyou de tsutaerarenai omoi

ashi haya ni yuku shiki no naka
donna shiin demo
sugu soba de kimi wo mite itanda

futo guchi zusamu suki na fureezu
moshimo kimi nara donna
neiro wo kanaderu darou

ichibyou goto ni
yaki tsuketetai kimi wo
suneta shigusa mo warai kao mo

kimi wo irodoru subete ga ima,
kaze ni mai nagara
yasashiku tsutsumu...

kimi ga hitomi wo kagayakase
hanashite kureta
hateshinai yume egaku storii

ano toki kimi wa,
mayotteta boku no senaka wo
sarige naku oshite itanda ne

hyaku paasento ima wo ikiteru
kimi wa dare yori
kirameite iru taiyou no you ni

tatta hotori ni deaeta kiseki fukaku
kimi wo shiritai kizutsuite demo

ichibyou goto ni kimi ga itoshii zutto...
mune no kodou ga hibiite iru
itsuka wa kitto tsuyosa to iu

tsubasa wo hirogete
mamori tsukeru...
dare yori kimi wo...

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Kanji Lyrics
一秒毎に君がイトシイずっと・・・
胸の鼓動が響いている・・・
2人で歩く帰り道ふと黙り込む
不器用で伝えられない想い

足早に行く四季の中どんな
場面でもすぐそばで君を見て
いたんふと口ずさむ好きなフ
レーズもしも君ならどんな音色を

奏でるだろう一秒毎に焼きつけ
てたい君を拗ねた仕草も笑い顔も
君を彩るすべてが今、風に舞いながら
優しく包む・・・

君が瞳を輝かせ話してくれた
果てしない夢描く物語
あの時君は、迷ってた僕の背中を
さり気なく押していたんだね

100% ％現在を生きてる
君は誰より煌めいている太陽のように
たったひとりに出逢えた奇跡深く
君を知りたい傷ついてでも

一秒毎に君がイトシイ
ずっと・・・胸の鼓動が響いている・・・
いつかはきっと強さという翼を広げて
守り続ける誰より君を・・・

::♩Top♩::

Translation
Each and every second, you're so lovely...
The beats of my heart keeps resounding...
As we walk together on the way back we sink into silence
Clumsily, these feelings that I cannot convey

Walking quickly through the four seasons that move quickly,
In whatever scene, I want to see you right by my side.
Humming a favorite phrase
of mine, 'if it's you, no matter what the sound,

You'll be able to play it, right?' Each and every second, I want
to burn you into my memory. Your pouts, your smiles,
everything that paints you who you are, everything is now dancing with the wind,
gently enveloped by the wind.

Your words made my eyes shine,
The story of our dreams that we paint knows no bounds.
At that time, you casually gave me, who was lost,
a push on the back, didn't you.

You, who is living 100% in the present,
you twinkle brighter than anyone, just like the Sun.
The miracle of meeting someone
I want to know you even deeper, even if I get hurt

Each and every second, you're so lovely...
The beats of my heart keeps resounding...
I vow to become strong someday, so I can spread my wings
To always look over you...
more than everyone else...

Brand New Breeze - OP by kanon

2008-10-30T06:40:00.000-07:00

Notes
Anything in () = parts that weren't in the lyrics that Wassery_Harp did or found in the original lyrics, but were added by me
Anything in [] = it's at the end of the song but isn't in the original lyrics; I just added it for the sake of being complete
* = what's sung in the background
** = the short speech that she says before the last part of the song
Thanks Seryass for editing the lyrics~! ^^

Romaji Lyrics:
ugoiteru toki no naka
meguri ateta ne You and I
afuredasu kono omoi
kienai you ni atatamete

Kirameku mirai ni
anata to futari de itai kara
Brand New Breeze... (*When you whisper to me)
Kanjita koto nai this feeling

Just for you (*I'm singing just for us)
zutto nakusanai you ni
(*It's never ever gonna end, 'cause you're my real best friend
Baby, I can touch the sky and pray for awhile)

ureshii toki kanashii toki mo
mayowazu tonde yuku kara
dakishimete uketomete

egao wo misete hoshii no
anata ga iru kara
kyou mo ashita mo I can keep on going

Brand New Breeze... (*When you whisper to me)
ima hajimari monogatari
Just for us... (*I'm singing just for us)
zutto owaranai you ni

(**Baby, I just want you to know
That you make me feel so beautiful
and no matter what happens
I'm never gonna let this go

'Cause I know that we we're meant to be
Together...
Forever...)

Brand New Breeze...(*When you whisper to me)
ima hajimari monogatari
Just for us... (*I'm singing just for us)
zutto owaranai you ni

[(*It's never ever gonna end, 'cause you're my real best friend)
Brand New Breeze... (*Baby, I can touch the sky and pray for awhile)
Just for us... (*It's never ever gonna end, 'cause you're my real best friend)
zutto owaranai you ni (*Baby, I can touch the sky and pray for awhile)

(*It's never ever gonna end, 'cause you're my real best friend
Baby, I can touch the sky and pray for awhile)
(*It's never ever gonna end, 'cause you're my real best friend
Baby, I can touch the sky and pray for awhile)]

::♩Top♩::

Kanji Lyrics
動いてる時の中めぐり会えたね You and I
溢れ出すこの想い消えないように温めて
きらめく未来にあなたと二人でいたいから
Brand new breeze 感じたことない this feeling

Just for you ずっとなくさないように
嬉しい時悲しい時も迷わず飛んでゆくから
抱きしめて受け止めて笑顔を見せて欲しいの
あなたがいるから今日も明日も I can keep on going

Brand new breeze 今始まる物語
Just for us ずっと終わらないように・・・

Brand new breeze 今始まる物語
Just for us ずっと終わらないように・・・

Translation
In the time that we were moving on,
Didn't we meet by fate? You and I
I keep this overflowing feeling warm,
So it won't disappear
In the glistening future,
I want to be together with you.

Brand New Breeze~.
I never felt this feeling before
Just for you~.
I won't let it lose for forever.

When I'm happy
And when I'm sad,
I don't hesitate to fly to you.

I want you to hold me,
To catch me, and to show me your smile.
Because I have you,
Both today and tomorrow,
I can keep on going.

Brand New Breeze~.
The tale begins now.
Just for us~.
And I won't let it end for forever...

Brand New Breeze~.
The tale begins now.
Just for us~.
And I won't let it end for forever...

a sweet poem by D' ArTiStIc

2008-10-17T02:28:00.000-07:00

-A dream is a wish your heart makes when you're fast asleep
-Somewhere between all our laughs,long tales,stupid little rights and all our jokes,I fell in love
-If only you knew,I LOVE YOU
-If you can't get someone out of your head,maybe they're supposed to be there
-You give me that funny feeling in my tummy
-Late at night,when all the world is sleeping,stay up and think of you and wish on a star that somewhere you are thinking of me too
-Everyone has a reason for waking up...mine is you...
-Follow your heart it knows the way
-You want the truth?Well,here it is...I can't stop thinking of you
-You can fall from the sky,you can fall from a tree,but the best way to fall is in love with me
-If I did one thing right in my life,it was when I gave my heart to you
-My world was black and white until the day you walked through my door and into my heart
-If I had the choice between loving you and breathing...I would use my last breath to tell you that I love you
-Someone should sue Disney for making every girl believe that they have a prince charming
-It hurt deeper than you'll ever know
-You know you love him when you can't help but cry every night because he's not yours...he's hers...
-I like walking in the rain cause no one knows I'm crying
-Guys aren't worth your tears and the one that is won't make you cry
-Every second I'm without you,I'm a mess
-My heart taken by you,broken by you and now it is in pieces because of you
-I wish I was as invisible as you make me feel
-It's really pathetic how I keep trying to hold on to something that's not coming back
-Sometimes we must get hurt in order to grow,we must fail in order to know.Sometimes our vision clear only after our eyes are washed away with tears
-Wait for the boy who will make you smile like no one else
-Everything happens for a reason
-Its funny how someone can break your heart and you still love them with all the little pieces
-I loved you once.I love you still.I always have.I always will.

距离

2008-10-17T02:20:00.000-07:00

世上最遥远的距离不是分搁两地,而是你在我身边而不知道我爱你的心.无论靠得多近,感觉在两颗心都离彼此好远...

cute anime girl

2008-09-20T08:43:00.001-07:00

ginban kaleiscope clossing song

2008-09-16T07:56:00.000-07:00

Motto motto chikaku ni kanjitetai yo
Kimi no sono taiyou woHira hira kaze ni mau
Kareha no sei de itsumo to chigau
Komusaaka kimi to deatta toki ni wa
Tada midori no TONNERU ga tsuzuite ita
Itsumo kayoinareta basho datta no ni
Kyou wa hitori ga sabishiku natta
Kimi ga tonari ni inai dake de
Kotto yuku sekai niKurushiku naru no
Motto motto chikaku ni kanjitetai yo
Kimi no sono tsuyosa made zenbu
Sugoku tooku hanarete basho ni ita tte
Tsunagatte iru kara
Yasashii sono koe mo watashi wo mitasu Energy
Kira kira ame sasou yuugure no machi ni
Kasa wo motazu ni dete kita
Issho mune no watashi o mite kimi wa ijiwarui ni waratte ita
Mizutamari wo wazato futari de funde ano hun no mitsume
Yakusoku shita ne kimi no daisuki na fuyu ga kitara
Futari no kioku ni kagi wo kakeru to
Ne zutto zutto soba de dakishimetetai yo
Kimi no sono yowasa datte zenbu
Donna ni kimi ga tsuyogatte nisete datte tsutawatte kuru kara
Onaji yozora no shita kimi ga naite iru koto
Zutto zutto soba de dakishimeteite yo
Watashi no kumai tami wo nokotta
Tatoe kimi ga watashi wo wasurechattemo zutto matteru kara
Motto motto chikaku ni kanjitetai yo
Kimi no sono taiyou wo itsudemo
Sugoku tooku hanarete basho ni ita tte
Tsunagatte iru kara
Yasashii sono koe mo atatakai sono ondo mo
Kimi no sono subete ga watashi ugokasu Energy

**********************************************************************************

I want to feel it even closer, closer
That warmth of yours
Because of the dry leaves fluttering in the wind
This hill seems different than usual
When I met you
It was a continuous tunnel of nothing but green
It's a place I got used to passing through
But today, all alone, I became lonely
Simply because you aren't by my side
The world freezes over, and it's painfulI want to feel it even closer, closer
That strength of yours, and everything
Even though we are in greatly separated places
We are connected
That gentle voice is the energy that fills me
Beckoned by the sparkling rain, I went out
Into the evening town, without an umbrella
Seeing me all drenchedYou laughed unkindly
Together we stepped into the puddles on purpose
Watching the ripples, we made a promise
When the winter you love so much arrives
We will lock away the memories of us
HeyI want to embrace you always, always
That weakness of yours, and everything
No matter how much you show that you've grown stronger
It will still show throughBeneath the same night sky, you were crying
Embrace me always, always
Wipe away this pain of mine
Even if you should forget meI will always be waiting
I want to feel it even closer, closer
That warmth of yours, always
Even though we are in greatly separated places
We are connected
That gentle voice, that warm temperature
Everything of yours, is the energy that moves me

paradise kiss opening song

2008-09-16T07:40:00.000-07:00

♥Lonely in Gorgeous♥

Vocals: Tommy february6
I dashed out at 0 o’clock in the morningI kicked the door openMy glass slippers shatteredAnd my dress tore, too
Hey, aren’t you shocked?Even if I chased after you, you wouldn’t comeMy tears overflow and I can’t run anymore…
It just might be jealousy… It’s-so-pain-ful…!!
“Lonely in Gorgeous” yeah…Party night… I’m breaking my heartI want you to find me immediately and embrace me
The headlights shine…where are you bad boy?Wipe away my tears with the scarf of loveI can’t see anything
I want to scrape up stardustAnd hurl it at youWhy do you care?And yet you are only able to love yourself…
I just might be falling out of love… Is it for real…?!
“Lonely in Gorgeous” yeah…Party time…won’t bury thatIf you’re not here, then the world seems empty
I want to keep dreaming“I miss you bad boy”Please don’t shut me inside the glitterOr I’ll break down
“Lonely in Gorgeous”I’m breaking my heartWhere are you bad boy?“Lonely in party night”
“Lonely in Gorgeous”I’m breaking my heartI miss you bad boy“Lonely in party time”
“Lonely in Gorgeous” yeah…Party night… I can’t laughI don’t need anything, just be by my side
“Lonely in Gorgeous” yeah…Party night… I’m breaking my heartInside of the box of glitter that you left behindI embrace loneliness and I can’t moveI don’t need anything, just be by my sideKneel down, look at meAnd pledge your love

♥Lonely in Gorgeous♥

Vocals: Tommy february6
Gozen rei-ji, tobidashitaTobira o ketobashiteGarasu no kutsu ga wareteDoresu mo yabureta
Nee Akirete iru n deshou?Oikakete mo konaiNamida ga afurete Mou hashirenai wa…
Jerashii kamo… SE-TSU-NA-I…!!
“Lonely in Gorgeous” Yeah…Party night… I’m breaking my heartIma sugu mitsukete Dakishimete hoshii
Heddo raito ga hikaru…where are you bad boy?Ai no sukaafu de namida o fuiteNan ni mo mienai
Hoshikuzu o kakiatsumeAnata ni butsuketaiNaze kamau no?Jibun shika aisenai kuse ni…
Shitsuren kamo… Maji na no…?!
“Lonely in Gorgeous” Yeah…Party time… UmaranaiAnata ga inai to Karappo na sekai
Yume no tsuzuki ga mitai“I miss you bad boy”Kirameki no naka ni tojikomenaideKowarete shimau wa
“Lonely in Gorgeous”I’m breaking my heartWhere are you bad boy?“Lonely in party night”
“Lonely in Gorgeous”I’m breaking my heartI miss you bad boy“Lonely in party time”
“Lonely in Gorgeous” Yeah…Party night… WaraenaiNani mo iranai Tada soba ni ite
“Lonely in Gorgeous” Yeah…Party night… I’m breaking my heartAnata ga nokoshita Kirameki no hako no naka deKodoku o daite ugokenaiNani mo iranai no Tada soba ni iteHizamazuite Watashi o miteAi o chikatte

shonen onmyoji opening song

2008-09-16T07:35:00.001-07:00

The Reasons for Smiling
Vocals: Hikita Kaori
Lyrics: Ito Yuko
Composition: Kajiura Yuki
Arrangement: HAL
Chorus Arrangement: Kajiura Yuki
When the wound within your locked-up memories
Touches your heart soundlessly
You’ll smile kindly; but behind it, there are tears of loneliness
Yearn for a boundless strength
And with those who you believe in, dash upwards many times
I want to protect, I want to believe, all of the reasons for smiling
Ferocity and love, too, I’ll accept everything
I won’t ever let go of your hand again, aiming for that light

Overlapping our chests that we sympathize with
In our thoughts that can forgive and share with each other
I keep praying words of an oath so that they won’t change
Yearn for a fearless heart, lift the dream that you believe in
And embrace me with both of your hands
I want to love, I want to feel, all of the reasons for smiling
Tell me as it as, even the shout of your heart
I won’t ever avert my eyes again
Igniting that light

Yearn for a boundless strength
And with those who you believe in, dash upwards many times
I want to protect, I want to believe, all of the reasons for smiling
Ferocity and love, too, I’ll accept everything
I want to love, I want to feel, all of the reasons for smiling
Tell me as it as, even the shout of your heart
I won’t ever let go of your hand again, aiming for that light

Egao no Wake
Vocals: Hikita Kaori
Tozasareta kioku no naka no kizu ga
Oto mo naku kokoro ni fureru toki ni
Yasashiku hohoemu sono ura ni wa kodoku no namida
Hateshinai tsuyosa motomete
Shinjiru mono-tachi to nando mo kakeagare
Mamoritai shinjitai egao no wake o subete
Hageshisa mo itoshisa mo zenbu uketomeru yo
Nido to sono te o hanasanai ano hikari o mezashite

Omoiyaru tagai no mune kasanete
Yurushiai wakachiaeru omoi ni
Kawaranu you ni inoritsuzukeru chikai no kotoba
Osorenai kokoro motomete shinjiru yume kakage
Ryoute ni dakishimete
Aishitai kanjitai egao no wake o subete
Ari no mama kikasete yo kokoro no sakebi sae
Nido to kono me o sorasanai
Ano hikari o tomoshite

Hateshinai tsuyosa motomete
Shinjiru mono-tachi to nando mo kakeagare
Mamoritai shinjitai egao no wake o subete
Hageshisa mo itoshisa mo zenbu uketomeru yo
Aishitai kanjitai egao no wake o subete
Ari no mama kikasete yo kokoro no sakebi sae
Nido to sono te o hanasanai ano hikari o mezashite

shonen onmyoji clossing song

2008-09-16T07:24:00.000-07:00

Promise
Vocals: Kiuji Saori
Lyrics: Hirota Yuka
Composition: Hirota Yuka
Arrangement: Matsuura Akihisa
Within the deep darkness, I heard your voice
“I believe you”; just that one phrase echoed in my heart
You would always be by my side
You would always give me courage
In order to keep protecting our future
I promise you, my precious
That I won’t give up
I’ll surpass myself further and further
Surely, surely, surely
As in time, all people will lose sight of their dreams
The eras of mistakes and ways to hurt another are made to repeat
Why do they fight against believing in each other?
Why do they put out the light known as destiny?
I want to protect our future with my hands to the end
Because you taught me
The meaning of challenging with all my might
In order to keep protecting our future
I’ll promise to you, my precious
That I won’t give up
I’ll surpass myself further and further
Surely, surely, surely
You’ll surpass yourself further and further
Surely, surely, surely

Yakusoku
Vocals: Kiuji Saori
Fukai yami no naka de kimi no koe ga kikoeta
“Shinjiteru” tada hitokoto boku no kokoro ni hibiite kita
Itsumo kimi ga soba ni ite kureta ne
Itsumo boku ni yuuki kurete ita
Boku-tachi no mirai o mamoritsuzukeru tame ni
Taisetsu na kimi ni yakusokusuru yo
Boku wa akiramenai
Motto motto boku wa boku o koete
Kitto kitto kitto
Toki to shite hito wa dare mo yume o miushinatte shimau
Ayamachi ya kizutsukikata mo jidai wa kurikaesarete iku
Doushite shinjiau koto ni aragau no?
Doushite unmei to iu hikari kesu no?
Boku-tachi no mirai wa kono te de mamorinukitai
Zenryoku de idomu koto no imi o
Kimi ga oshiete kureta kara
Boku-tachi no mirai o mamoritsuzukeru tame ni
Taisetsu na kimi ni yakusokusuru yo
Boku wa akiramenai
Motto motto boku wa boku o koete
Kitto kitto kitto
Motto motto kimi wa kimi o koete
Kitto kitto kitto

約束
歌：木氏沙織
作詞：廣田由佳
作曲：廣田由佳
編曲：松浦晃久
深い暗闇（やみ）の中で　君の声が聞こえた
『信じてる』　ただ一言　僕の心に響いてきた
いつも　君がそばに居てくれたね
いつも　僕に勇気くれていた
僕たちの未来を　守り続けるために
大切な　君に約束するよ
僕はあきらめない
もっともっと僕は僕を超えて
きっときっときっと
時として人は誰も　夢を見失ってしまう
過ちや　傷つき方も　時代は繰り返されていく
どうして　信じあう事に抗うの？
どうして　運命というヒカリ　消すの？
僕たちの未来はこの手で守り抜きたい
全力で挑むことの意味を
君が教えてくれたから
僕たちの未来を　守り続けるために
大切な　君に約束するよ
僕はあきらめない
もっともっと僕は僕を超えて
きっときっときっと
もっともっと君は君を超えて
きっときっときっと

2008-09-10T07:57:00.000-07:00

2008-09-10T07:47:00.001-07:00

月光.天使~第一话,奇妙的相遇

2008-09-07T05:34:00.000-07:00

我手里抱可爱的小猫,它的毛好像雪花一样白,眼神中露出恐惧,不断地咪咪叫.我小心地从树上爬下来,把它交给它的主人.那位小妹妹露出幸福的笑容,不断向我道谢.看来,我又做了一件好事.我向她道别后,看一看手表才想起:糟了,我上学快迟到了啦!
还剩下五分钟,我加快速度往学校的方向冲.幸好,再转个弯就到了!这时,我和另一个人相撞!好痛啊!"搞什么啊?走这么快,干什么?"那个人说.话一说完,那人就走了.过份!至少也扶我起来嘛!当我正要站起来时,忽然感到脚传来一阵巨痛.不会吧!我竞然倒霉到扭伤脚!天啊,就快上课了,每个人都只顾着跑到学校去,根本没空理我.我该怎么办?
''你还好吗?需要帮忙吗?''我抬头一看,竟然是一个和我年龄相近的男生!他有一双蓝色的眼睛,一头金发在阳光底下闪着光芒,脸上挂着笑容,白菥的肤色使校服看起来更搭配,简直像个模特儿.他见我沉默了一会,忍不住再问了一次.我看得太入迷了,忘记了他正在等我回答.我连忙说:"我不小心扭伤脚,不能走路了!"他看了看我身上的校服,二语不说把我背到学校的休息室去.
一路上,同学们都用奇怪的眼神看着我们.好丢脸哟!他却毫表情地背我到体息室去.他把我放下后,就飞快地走了.我都来不及向他道谢呢!

<待续>

月光.天使

2008-09-06T09:05:00.000-07:00

在天堂中有很多天使......他们的存在是为了守护人类......

*********************************月光.天使*******************************************

我是上宫诗倩,初中三年级.我有个天大的秘密-我是个见习天使哦!为了成为一个真正的天使而往在人类的世界,为他们带来幸福!这也是我快乐的泉源.
就在早上,我救了一只被困小猫咪的时侯......

<待续>

I Miss You~

2008-09-05T06:35:00.000-07:00

THE SUN SHINE ON THE GROUND.
FLOWERS ALL OVER THE GROUND.
WHAT A PERFECT MORNING!
BUT WHERE ARE YOU,MY FRIEND?

THE SUN SHINE ON THE LAKE.
FISHES SWIM IN THE LAKE.
WHAT A PERFECT AFTERNOON!
BUT WHERE ARE YOU,MY FRIEND?

WHEN I LOOK AT THE SKY,
I FEEL YOU ARE BESIDE ME!
BUT WHEN I TURN MY HEAD,
YOU ARE NOT THERE!
WHERE ARE YOU,MY FRIEND?
LET THE WIND PASS THE MESSAGE,
I AM MISSING YOU!

helo,everybody!

2008-09-04T09:41:00.000-07:00

Hi,I'm saruwatari michiyo.nice to meet u all...thx 4 viewing my blog.i hope u can give me some comments to improve this blog.dozo yorushiku