Saturday, August 15, 2015

Time waits for no one

I finally come back to the place we first met
As my fingers brush against your table,
The memories run in my mind in a flash
My lips can't help but curve into a smile
I remember you said that you love the way I smile
It's the light that brighten up your days
But you'll never know you are the reason why I keep smiling

I love seeing different sides of you
Not only your laugh 
But also the way you scold me when I did something stupid
Sorry, but sometimes I did it on purpose
In those moments
Your face shown desperation when I hurt myself
You never lose your calm
But why would you lose your composure in things related to me?
Although your voice cant hide your anger
I can't help notice your trembling fingers on my shoulder
Whenever I am in trouble
You're always the one who protect me
Neh, can I think that I am the girl who you care most for?


Every time I turned back 
And met your eyes
You told me nothing but continue to stare at me 
with a gentle expression that I can never forget
I let out a small chuckle & called you an idiot
If I say I want you to look only at me
I wonder how will you react
Without any signs, I fell for you
Maybe I am not as innocent as you think
Sometimes I would talk to other guys
Just to drag all your attention to me
To see you come over 
And rest your arms on my shoulders 
So close that our lips might touch if we turn around

You told me your dream 
And forcefully plan mine
Naming my unborn children with weird names
I will always remember your blushing face
When I tease you to be the father
Laughter echo through the room
But why didn't you invite me to be part of your future?
Although I can't own you
Your words still make me happy
Because you are thinking only of me
That's the moment belonged only for us

Back in the time you said you loved me
I wonder why I didn't say yes
Uncertain of what to do
Now my heart filled with regrets
If we ever meet again
I will let you know my feeling
Those feelings which I hide for years
Those feelings I have only for you
Not just with words, I will show it to you