Saturday, October 8, 2016

Should have known from the start

Sometimes I wish we met earlier 
Should have known from the beginning that you stole my heart
I wish to go back to the time
Gonna be the one who always got your back
Gonna be the one who make you smile
Even if we make mistakes,
It's ok because we are together
Believing that we are meant to be
May this feeling lasts longer than forever

My devilish lover

You said "I love you" & put a spell on me
Tempting words that I couldn't resist
Spoken by a devil behind the mask
I sold my soul for a chance to be loved by you once
Immerse myself into the sinful relationship 

Your eyes are as cool as ice
Imprison my soul when I look into them
Your kiss is poisonous as Papaver  Somniferum
I can't think of anything but you when I feel your lips on mine 
Your touch is so addictive that
I am willing to go against the world to be held by you again 

Falling, falling, falling 
Deeper into the trap you set
Surrounded by eternal darkness
But I ain't regret for tasting the forbidden fruit

My devilish lover
Seal our love contract with a sweet kiss
Under the stars in this dangerous night
Let me become a fallen angel tonight ...

Unknown future

Love is never something I could control
Then why should we care if destiny want to separate us?

Your touch is so gently
Memories crave them deeply into my soul 
Even after thousands of years
I ll be remembering

Maybe we are too persistent ?
Even the gods are touched by our love & give us their blessings

Looking back into the past
What I love the most is
The times you said you love me
Every night I replay it thousands of time before I sleep

Laying together on a field 
Your chest kiss my cheeks gently
Staring at the starry sky
Talk about our future which we want to build

If it is possible,
I wanna buy a one-way ticket to your heart

Fate is always unpredictable 
We meet in the past
Stay in the present
But we will never know what happens in the future
That's why I always give the best of me to you

Scandal in Spotlight Ending Song English Lyrics

I fall in love with the songs when I play Scandal in the Spotlight!!! Voltage Inc actually recruit voice actors to sing the song after all. Imagining the guys sing the song for you is more that enough to make your heart beat faster >\\\<

Given that I don't understand Japanese language, I found the English lyrics of the songs ~<3 The lyrics are so sweet as if they are trying to express their love for you to the whole world!

Kyohei
We create this melody in unison,
In secrecy.
I wanna break free & sing our secret love song...
In the spotlight
To let the world know the strength of our love for each other

Iori 
I pretended to ignore you all this time.
I may have hurt you...
But I ... Shouldn't have defined my love for you 

Kota
The emotions I felt the night of our second kiss
I can no longer deny the feelings I have for you...
I want to hold you
And tell you how much I love you

Nagito
I've search my whole life 
For a true & pure love...
With that first kiss, we were connected ...
Then our hands were torn apart...
That was when I know 
I never want you to be alone...
You are the one I truly love

Takashi 
I wandered for so long...
Losing you...
Losing the music... That fills me world...
That was my biggest fear
This song that fills my soul ... Is a treasure 
Written by your smile 
You're the one I'll always love 


Ikemen Love Fortune (SCM)

This story is available in a mobile application called "Love Cafe" by Voltage Inc. The characters involved are all the first season fallen gods. Leon, Teo & Hue from the Wishes department and Scorpio, Dui & Ichthys from the Punishments department. 

You will get 6 characters in this short story with the price of 10 Voltage tickets.

However, the special thing bout this story is that you don't know who you will get unless the stories in the past. In the beginning of the story, you need to choose a color & it actually represents a god.

If you don't like guessing, then here's the list:-

Pink: Leon
Red: Scorpio
Blue: Teo
Grey: Dui
Orange: Hue
Green:  Ichthys 


In my opinion, the price is slightly too high as the story is short. It finishes even before I get excited. So I will suggest saving the money for the sub stories (epilogue & sequel are awesome!!! ) in the SCM apps. But, everyone have their own preferences. It's all up to you! Have fun!

Wednesday, June 15, 2016

Don't say it anymore

Finally you admit there's another girl
A girl who is the reason behind your smile
It's just unfortunate that I am no longer the one
I saw a familiar gentleness in your eyes when you talk about her
It's the same expression when you used to tell me you love me
Even if you deny it by hugging me tightly 
The warmth from your body can't banish the coldness in my hearts


Please don't say it anymore
I think I understand
It's not that you don't love me
Just that it's all in the past
Don't lie to yourself anymore
There is no need to find any excuses
I am no longer in your heart
You can't even look straight into my eyes & say you love me
How long could this love last ?

Just let me walk out of your life 
It's my last request of you
At least we could start everything all over again
If you ask me, i really don't want to give up on us
But it's the best we could do

It is not your fault, but mine
Forgive me for not being by your side when you need me the most
Seeing you blaming yourself is definitely not my wish
Don't say it anymore
It pains me so much that I starting to hate myself
Whatever mistakes we made in the past
Just let the wind blow them away

I am never a weak girl
You know it better than everyone else
I plan to hide how hurtful it is for me
But I don't know why I can't stop my tears from falling
We shared too many memories
Your name still filled my mind 
Yet giving you up is the only way I could regain my freedom
Leaving you behind now is better than dragging us in a emotionless relationship 
I promise you that I will walk away with a smile
Goodbye, my love.

Monday, April 18, 2016

Star Crossed Myth Dream (Leon & Aigonorus)


Ok, something weird happens these two days. I keep on dreaming of having an adventure with the characters from star crossed myth. HahaXD maybe I didn't play it for too long.

The first day, I dreamt of Leon, the ruler of Leo. It is an exetremly long dream given that I sleep quite long 😂

In my dream, there is a magical crystal craved by the gods that held strong power. In order to prevent it from fallen into the wrong hand, the keeper/protector decided to broke it into several tiny pieces & entrusted the fragments to several clans. For years, evil beings trying to collect those magical fragments but failed. However, the demon king had raise & the next protector went missing. Several clans were killed & their fragments were stolen. Some are lucky enough to hold their last breath & pass their fragments to the other clans. My clan able to hide our tracks until the second last head pass us the almost completed crystal & dead. The demons followed him & found us. Fire was everywhere. Notice that we won't stand long, my parents asked me to run away, bring along the crystal to the holy land and seek help from the gods. In the end, I reached the holy land but I am the last head of clan. Whenever I touch the crystal around my necks, my heart aches for which I know my home is no longer exist. Finally the gods had agreed to assist me in protecting the crystal. Although they are not suppose to interfere human world, they make an exemption because the world will fall into chaos if crystal was lost. Leon volunteered himself as "my" protector. 

He is confident & loves to order me around as if I am his servant. He always complain that it is troublesome yet still goes extra miles to fulfill my request even if it is dangerous. Later, I found out that he often went missing. I tailed him one time & saw him visiting an old crazy man in a prison like room. Then, a female high ranked demon appeared & called out to me. This is the time Leon noticed my secret hiding spot. He rushed to my side & used his power to fight her off. Later, he explained to me that the old man was his mentor who takes care of him since young. However, his mentor went insane when he loss control of his power & were locked away. He blamed himself for unable to save his mentor. That's why he longed for more power in order to protect. He said he doesn't want to feel the hopelessness once again. The gods decided that it is no longer safe for me to stay there & requested that we went undercover somewhere else.

Leon & I started living together in the nearby town where we have a normal human life. One day, when I was shopping for food. I heard from the seller that there will be a festival in the town. Given that I had never attend a festival, I begged Leon for permission to attend as he must stay by my side. He warned me that it will be dangerous because demons are more active & powerful at night but I insisted so he was forced to come along. I was excited to see new stuffs around but Leon seemed like he was bored & said that he will stay at the corner. "Don't walk too far & bring me some food when you are back" said Leon while sitting in front of a water fountain. It's almost midnight, the stalls are slowly closing. I brought food & went back to Leon. But I forgot to buy drinks so I have run & get his drink under his clearly annoyed face. I first went to the public bathroom. When I come out, I noticed some women & men are staring at me. Later, I noticed that somebody in the festival costume had been following me. So I grabbed Leon's drink & ran to his direction. "Leon, help!!!" He turned to me, rushed to me & took his drink away from me. When he ran past me, he said to me "Hide somewhere safe. I'll get you later." Instead of using his power, he lurked the fire breathing demon away from me & ran towards somewhere less crowded. Then I realized that: although the festival ended, there are still lots of people wondering around. Leon can't use his power in front of people!!! Damn! It's too late. Leon had already disappeared from my sight. 


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The second day, I dreamt of Aigonorus, the ruler of Capricorn. It's a short ones since I dreamt it during a nap.

Ok, the story starts with me announced my engagement with Aigonorus to my family. I received blessings from my family and friends. However, Aigonorus kept his poker face without saying a word all the time. When we reached our home, he said he was tired and wanted to sleep. I start wondering if he regret of proposing to me while staring at my engagement ring. When I sit on the edge of our bed, I asked if he still love me. He stared straight at me & pull me down the bed into an embrace. I was angry & trought that he wanted to make an escape by using me as a body pillow like he always did. But then...He kissed my forehead with a smile & whisper in my ears " I do". I hugged him tight & buried my face into his chest. We both fell asleep.


The next day, while I was making breakfast, Aigonorus told me that he will be away for a few days as he had to carry out a secret mission under the king's order. I waited for him at home. When he came back, I noticed that he looked as pale as a paper & asked if he was feeling unwell. He patted my head & answered that he was just tired.  When I took his changing clothes to our room, I saw him struggling & almost fainted. I rushed to his side to support him while he hold on to the table & chair. I was worried. He laughed weakly & ensure me that he will be ok after a nap. But I am sure that it's not the truth. He finally gave in & told me that he was poisoned after being attacked during the mission. He took off his white uniform & revealed his bare skin. There are a few black color crack lines with the shape of neurons spreading out from his right chest. I was shocked as gods have incredible healing skills. To left such a serious injury, the attack must be extremely strong. 

Since that day, Aigonorus's body becomes weaker & weaker to the extend that the other gods can't give a good solution. At night, I found him holding a tiny glass bottle with blood red liquid inside. For some unknown reason, I have the feeling that the red liquid is something I locked inside my wooden box. I stopped him by snatching the bottle away before he could drink it. 

"Aigonorus, you know you can't drink that!!! You don't know what will happens! What if something happen to you?! Are you going to left your wife alone?" I said it out with a trembling voice. 

Aigonorus gently wipe my tears away. 

"I know but we don't have other option. No matter how serious the side effect will be, it is worth gambling if it means I will get more time to spend it with you." 

" Do you really have to?" 

"Yes." He hold my hands and answered.

I placed the bottle in the middle of his palm & watched him drank the liquid.

The black color marks dissapeared from his chest but he lost his immortality. We hugged each other. I promised that I will help him overturn the side effect.


Monday, March 14, 2016

冰冻的心

一个人对另一个人的愛并不是无限的
总有一天会消耗而尽
当你年复一年地为他不断付出
却换来一句句不屑的批评
从上俯视谦卑的你
冷淡的语气透露出他的嫌弃、不耐烦和更多的厌恶
说你这个做得不对,那个也做错
仿佛你永远都不够好

渐渐地这些伤害
让你不会再对他有任何期望
从一开始的失望变成绝望
终于你心灰意冷
决定为自己活一次
无论他失去你之后是否安好
回首离开后也再与你无关
冰冻的心再也不会有一丝涟漪

Sunday, January 24, 2016

我还爱着你

我知道我还爱着你
就算知道没结局也一样
都怪我太天真
以为我们可以一直走下去

我知道我还放不下你
明明过了那么久
明明应该不痛了
那为什么在梦境的我
拼了命就是不想放开你的手?

在你面前总戴着微笑
既使心里在哭泣
总不想一丝悲伤浮现在你脸上
但你总会发觉到面具下的我
为何不能对你坦率一点?

我知道你也曾经爱过我
就算世上的女孩不止我一个
都怪我太自信
自以为我不说你也了解

我知道你还放不下我
明明不会再见面
明明没有必要
却忍着痛将我们的过去删除
就算最后自己会难过也不管

也许我们都很傻
既使幸福已在面前
却依然不敢去争取
至到失去了
才肯第一次肯承认



平淡

没有过多的激情
没有过多的修饰
淡淡的
如白开水一般
我和你的爱情正是如此
可是我却愿意与你一直
平平淡淡地走下去

未知数

世界太过复杂
有太多的未知数
如我们注定分离
此时此刻
你是否还会紧握我的手?

世界崩塌之际

在世界崩塌之际
我依旧寻找你的身影
渴望在茫茫人海中
再次沉腻在你怀里
捉住那即将失去的温暖

回忆

时间过了那么久
每当回想起来
却依旧感到无比幸福
可今时不同往日
我现在也只能在回忆里
继续寻找你与我的曾经

唯一

曾经相信你是我的真爱
却忘记了没有人是谁的唯一
今天总会成为明天的过去

已错过的从前

你对我的宠爱
直今都无人可替代
我们的爱情
明明可以有一个Happy Ending
可我们当时都太傻
倔强地不肯退步
直到失去了才暗自伤感
现在我们都学会该如何去爱
但却回不去已错过的从前
一直很想对你说
我很庆幸你是我的初恋

挑逗

你那霸道的话言
带着暧昧的语调
拨动着我的心旋
你那犯规的微笑
带点勾引的动作
让我意乱又神迷
可我不是个乖乖牌
所以故意装听不懂
你调皮的挑逗
没有那么容易上钩
忽近忽远的距离
要你脑海里只有我...