Wednesday, June 15, 2016

Don't say it anymore

Finally you admit there's another girl
A girl who is the reason behind your smile
It's just unfortunate that I am no longer the one
I saw a familiar gentleness in your eyes when you talk about her
It's the same expression when you used to tell me you love me
Even if you deny it by hugging me tightly 
The warmth from your body can't banish the coldness in my hearts


Please don't say it anymore
I think I understand
It's not that you don't love me
Just that it's all in the past
Don't lie to yourself anymore
There is no need to find any excuses
I am no longer in your heart
You can't even look straight into my eyes & say you love me
How long could this love last ?

Just let me walk out of your life 
It's my last request of you
At least we could start everything all over again
If you ask me, i really don't want to give up on us
But it's the best we could do

It is not your fault, but mine
Forgive me for not being by your side when you need me the most
Seeing you blaming yourself is definitely not my wish
Don't say it anymore
It pains me so much that I starting to hate myself
Whatever mistakes we made in the past
Just let the wind blow them away

I am never a weak girl
You know it better than everyone else
I plan to hide how hurtful it is for me
But I don't know why I can't stop my tears from falling
We shared too many memories
Your name still filled my mind 
Yet giving you up is the only way I could regain my freedom
Leaving you behind now is better than dragging us in a emotionless relationship 
I promise you that I will walk away with a smile
Goodbye, my love.